Strum on my heart Strings...Again!


MUSIC has a way of making you feel things...
Sometimes, even things that don't exist!

Like when you listen to a love song, it gives you this warm tingly feeling in the pit of your stomach. It almost fools you into believing that you might actually be in Love! 
And sometimes, when words fail you...music comes to your rescue!

I always wanted to be able to write such extravagant lyrics that tells someone how I feel about them, in such grandeur only to realize that I either don't have the courage to pen such words, and even if I did...I'd never been able to let that person read it! *embarrassed laugh*
But when you ask them to listen to a song that *almost* begins to describe your feelings, you get goosebumps...your heart races, your chest tightens...and you get down on your knees wishing, hoping and praying that he has read between the lines.
Its like getting away with saying something without actually having to say it! "well, i want to say all of this ____________ - but I'm not going to, in case you take me for an imbecile."
I wonder why it has to be that way-why can't we just blurt out our deepest, darkest emotions without unrelenting fear, unapologetic without having to use Music as our walking stick? I always wanted to be that resilient...to bounce back from tragedy, from heartache and free to love someone again...*shakes her head*
Well, we have come to the end of 2011...and with 2012 being barely a month away, time for *new* resolutions? *crossing her fingers* :) I almost want to say...BRING IT ON, baby! (without sounding like a dork!)

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