Take me to the (Cake) Shop!
So yea, I love FOOD.
Anyone who has ever met me or known me..
Knows how much I love Food.
I find comfort in food, I find solace in food. Every emotion I feel has an equivalent in food that I chow down and it makes me feel strangely better. Am sure many women (few men!) would agree with me on this "there's no problem that chocolate cake cannot solve" (feel free to substitute your favorite comfort food for chocolate cake!). Its been my constant companion, its seen me through everything-failures, heartbreaks, victories..the happy and the sad times! *goes off on a tangent, sounds like marriage vows-...in the good times and the bad* but that wouldn't be much of a tangent since I'd marry my favorite food and make *sweet sweet* love to it. So, needless to say-I have a rather pudgy frame..am still in shape, don't get me wrong-I like to call it ROUND! Now recollect back to your kindergarten days, ROUND is STILL a shape! I haven't always been in SUCH shape, but recently...combined w/certain other reasons, I have assumed this form. Diet+workout have been resumed...its just a waiting game NOW!
But wait...this post isn't about my endless battle with food and the such. I have a point, I promise! So lately, I've managed to get myself into trouble..yet AGAIN!! (yea, trouble's my middle name!) and I can't seem to find comfort in my trusty old friend, chocolate cake...or any other food-friends, for that matter; which means, I've to deal with this on my own *shudders*...as "most" normal adults do! My worry is ...."Is the problem too serious to be fixed by food?" or "have I finally grown out of my emotional-eating-phase?" or worse "have I lost my best friend?" Whatever the case may be, this is ONE time that I can't seem to find solace anywhere! :-|
...Although, writing seems to help! Maybe because I've not written SO much in a while, thoughts and hands just don't seem to relent. I wish I could say I was okay, but that'd be a lie.."I hope to be...I will be"
...But for now, I SHALL WRITE!! *move aside chocolate cake, there's a new sheriff in town*
So this explains the barista cravings of yours... hmmm
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